So today i went shopping for new shorts because i am getting to big to fit in all my nice summer shorts :(
So having to go in a try stuff on after a long day of work and on a hot day i was quite sad when my mum suggest
I should try a size 14 instead of the 12 as my waist was fine but my legs look like they were to tight in a 12.
I had already go up in one year from a 10 to a 12 :(
Its the not the size i am really concerned about 12 to 14 isn't that big its the fact that I look in the mirror and see my ugly thighs
and my ever growing pot belly.
I felt really unattractive, especially now that summer is coming and all the skinnys are walking around in short shorts and nice skirts.

I usually don't care about my weight, but i guess now exercise is a need I have to be more a tuned to it.
i guess ( i guess a lot XD) i want to also feel attractive for Casey, i know he says he doesn't care about my weight
but wanting to look nice for and I feel frumpy every time we go out is really starting to bug me. Even if its only to see the boys I am disliking my appearance more and more.

But lets see and make this not a complete waste of internet space.
What am I going to do about it.
Well i bought a skipping rope and plan to skip 100 times a day until the end of the week, then I shall take it up to 200. ect
I feel that i eat pretty well, but maybe try and cut down on the fast food on the weekends.
Also i most likely will start working 3 times a week with my mum XD
I also want to work out how to make my tummy nice and flat.
Any ideas?

How do you guys get motive to look so good, and what sort of stuff do you reckon i should do?
exercise is new to me =p

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

Sorry to state the obvious XD

So i am thinking of running a small leekeworld or soom order. Never ran one before but i HATE
the fact that its about $22 for the shipping XD
That's almost one pair of eyes T;T

So if anyone wants to jump in I plan on Ordering next week. Send me an sms since
( i am not always able to get time on my mums computer, )
which one you want to jump in and what items you want.
I pretty easy about payment, but either paypal or cash in hand XD
Plus it gives you guys an excuse to see me =p
Oh yea small items only i want them pretty quickly thehehe.


AND yay for poo change and horse winnings I now up to $157 towards Shadye's Body ^__^

OMG MY SOOM GIRLS HAVE ARRIVED!
I must of got the shipping notice eariler than i thought and only check it Sunday due to my net being down and
all over the place XD

I cant believe it I have only one pair of eyes (i bought them in japan XD)
and since Sakura as a cute new dress thingy her old Soom dress is now being used by Aurora.
It must be the newbie dress XD
OMG OMG have to start designing face ups and outfits
YAY I CAN BY YO SD SHOES! muhahahahaha

YAY i am on shipping from SOOM. <3
YAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAY

That means I need to start buying wigs and eyes for them XD
Need to find a soom order and leeke one to XD

Well i am so glad that i feel so much better now, and eating solid food again.
It is also good to have my internet back -hugs- computer <3

I have been sick since Friday and only from about Sunday night been able to eat solid food :(
and you know me and my food... i like to eat it XD
So i had Gastro and it wasn't at all pretty, 
I felt bad having to be sick Friday and Monday for work, but having a rest was nice (after I started to feel better and that i was assured i wasn't going to keel over and die.)
I have lost about 3 kilos because of it and maybe stomach has shrunken, though I hate the fact at this point in time i cant have any dairy
or fast food :(
So whinge whine whinge, that's all this post is mainly about XD

THOUGH
I did win $54 on the Melbourne Cup by betting $5  bucks on the horse that come second, Yay for CRIME SCENE XD

A friend of mine recommended doing some writing excises to help with the flow of ideas. This piece was written in about 20 mins late last night
due to the face that I write better at the night.

So let me know what ya think, no story plans for this piece just pure writing.

The rain patted on the roof slowly gathering in speed, causing large rain drops to be flung through the gaps in the ceiling. The drops would
then fall down hitting me square in the face. I squinted from my cosy bed at the thatched celing cursing myself for not fixiing it in the spring.
Exasperated by the repetition of this action I rolled over in my bed, my feet quickly finding the smooth cold floors.
"I might as well get out of bed and start the day." I muttered to no one in particular. Despite being raining it would unfold to a typical Tuesday wake up, eat, scuttle to work at the strawberry farm, pick, drop, pick , drop, collect the money, eat, go home sleep. The rain pondered harder making the noise of another person as silent as a ghost. It wasn't till I reached the dining area that the person had made himself known.
His slender figure lean casual at the table as he munched on a bright red apple. Automatically I held my PJ's top closer to my body. He raised a quizal eye brow and smiled a lopsided grin.
"Heard you wanted a new Tenet?' His silky voice echo of the tiled floor only still being a whisper above the rain.
"Yes..." I started causoutly  moving closer.
" I was hoping for an interview first, not some stranger making himself at home within my house." I stuttered.
"Hmmm" The stranger stated rolled the half eaten apple to the table and saunted over, his long black claded legs looking like strands of licorice.  As he reached me he moved his finger along my jawline tilting my chin upwards. "I was in a hurry ot find a place due forgive me."
My cheeks felt hot as I had casts my eyes downwards.
"Forgive me.." I whispered stilling holding my gaze down  "I do have to ready myself for work so you need to leave...sir"
"Sir?!" The stranger laughed "My we are shy and formal. My Name is Remington, but everyone alls me Rem." I stammered unable to protest to the way he tilted my chin or stand so close to me. "I think we shall be great tenets." he spoke filling the silence i had created. He grinned and pattered my head in a brotherly  type manner. "Oh and I like your teddy bear PJ's by the way." This remake I pushed him back and filled the room with my embarrassed squeals.

Stolen form Kate =p I hope you dont mind <3

Manifest 2010: Halloween Sora form Kingdom Hearts <3 - I CANT WAIT YAY XD
- Still need:
Vampire, teeth
Brighter blue contacts
Making of the mask >> (it shall happen soon XD)

2011:
I really want to do this costume, and finally dress up as a women again XD
Lala -http://brokenanime.com/pictures/lala1.jpg

Other costumes for the future That i want to do ,3
k-on Mio Akiyama: http://kinyoubi.files.wordpress.com/2009/05/mio_akiyama_-_s.jpg
-I did see a few people do it this year, buts so cute and she has a mini top hat XD

Rozen Maiden- Barasuishou - Yea she is hawt ^^
http://www.foroswebgratis.com/fotos/1/1/8/9/3//794818barasuishou22vq8ja1.jpg

Chii- Chobits
http://img3.ak.crunchyroll.com/i/spire2/02142008/1/e/f/5/1ef5f1cde2a980_full.jpg

Hahuri- I love this one <3
http://www.fanchaos.com/fanplusfriend/c2/The%20Perplexity%20of%20Haruhi%20Suzumiya%20Cosplay_Haruhi%20Suzumiya%20Costume_C00225_01.jpg

Thats all I can think of of the moment <3

I finally have a flickr account so i have to work out whats the best way to upload my doll photos onto here XD
Please have a look, most of the shots up so far (takes a while for me to up load them)
are form yesterday <3

http://www.flickr.com/photos/midori_keiko/sets/

Oh and my bday was very fun my little pony cake caked on the top so it didnt matter when it was time to cut.
Haha Casey ate my little pony ass cake XD

So I managed to get my bday of work by puling a sickie XD
I hate the fact that they wouldn't let me take out of annual leave day so this was the only way to go.
Though i am happy, since it is beautiful weather and I just come in form taking almost 300 shots  with my baby (my SLR Nikon)
will post pics most likely 2morrow since my hard drive isn't in my computer due to the fact i am getting a bigger hard drive
and stealing my mums computer when she has gone to work XD

I am very happy by how most photos turned out, though I still find Hana the easiest to photograph XD.
And i am sad that Sakura body blushing is already chipping, it must be the soom resin. Though Sakura hooves OMG
i am still cuddling her to death because of her cuteness XD
I feel bad for Shadye since I don't have Hiroshi's head at the moment and that body is stealing his clothes that I cant take any pics of him
He is giving me grumpy stares again XD

Another than this my bday is going quite nicely  so we shall see XD

oh and I AM HATING PHOTOBUCKET

FRICKEN WORK DAMN YOU =p
k Thx Baiz <3
 

Well at least I like them XD
I receievd the 3 bunny girl nendoriod figures and have concluded that they are fakes.
I pretty much expected this since I only paid 35 Aus for the set (including shipping XD), when they were going for 119 at manifest XD
But they arn't to bad, i was pissed off though that they had come out of the box due to shitty packaging so some are scuffed now
from the paint.
They seem to better than some of the knocks that have been made, since there hair is shadyed nicely and can move their
head and limbs pretty well.
So i guess next time i shall be more carefully XD

Yea only some because photobucket is being very very GAY :(
ANYWHO finally got some photos of Orion. It was good that his wig and eyes had arrived before he did so he never had to be bald.
I love him still really confused on the look I want to give him :(
Aurora is giving me as much trouble designing her look to >>

MANIFEST WAS SO MUCH FUN!
To me it is almost the best one. I love the new venue and I actually got to watch panals and stuff XD
I was going to up load some of my photos but photo bucket gay
maybe I should get Flicker?
I bought lots of stuff at manifest (thank god for pay per week) and I am really excited about a new
collection I can have. They are called Nendoriod. Chibi anime figures ^^ I bought one form the To Love Ru series.
I really want to cosplay her now though XD
I bought a 3 set off ebay so i hope they will come soon. (Yay for Haruri girls)
I also got an Anime puzzle, (again bunny girls) I was really happy since i wanted to buy one in Japan but they were to big :(

I might post more pictures later on  XD ENJOY <3


( Orion + Lala )

Just a quick post as my comp is not working again
causing me to be on my iPhone. ( I love you iPhone )
I am sad to say Shadye has to wait longer for
his body as I order yesterday the Beyla
soom md. How could i not it's a Unicorn!!!
Which works out to be 1 1/2 charaters as I plan
to use the open head and hooves to work out
another succubus XD

unicorn girl ( Aurora, Orion and Hana daughter)
succubus ( sushi or sonnet)

yay <3

ITS A FRICKED UNICORN BABY XD
i must have it T;T

YAY my Heliot head arrived yesterday <3
He is so pretty o-o Now i just have to work out what type of face up i am wanting for him. I want to incorperate icey and snowflakes
look to him since he stays in the snow areas. I like the default that he come with but the girl i joined with in the spilt
didn't order him with the face ups so i might base it off that.
photos in another post cause I havn't taken any yet bhahaha.
At least he  has eyes and wig.
Oh for people that have the Heilot horned head how did you attach the horn? I am happy to keep the horn as is cause it looks like an iceicle <3

i am still sqeeeing,
now just need to save up for a body, but i think Shadye might get his first since he has been a head for much longer.
So keep an eye out for a (MAYBE ONLY I HAVNT DECIDED YET) on a LUTS group order, since
I am wanting a type 3 body and they are never only sale at DOA XD
Oh i deiced that all my dolls need panties since Abby butt crack is now annoying me >> if you seen her you know what i mean XD
And luts have ones with little chickens!
to cute XD
Though if Soom release a baby Unicorn Shadyes body may have to wait even longer, I love you Shadye but but BABY UNICORN T;T
I would call her Aurora and she would be Orion and Hana little girl
-floats off in a day dream-

Mood: ITS A JOKE XD

I went to see Wicked on Sunday, which I loved :)
I loved that it had a fantastic storyline and the songs winded into it nicely. I felt really sorry for the the green witch in the end. X3
All the actors were fantastic singers and the costumes Oh nom nom XD


Cosplay on the other isn't going so badly. I have contaced my friend abut getting me a pokemon watch form the center in Japan.
(she was the host sister i visited earlier this year)
So i have pretty much every thing ready expect for that and my shoes OMG i tried to lighten them tonight
which failed by having NO color change. (they are on the line at the moment so will have to wait and see o-o)
well at least you know cotton on make a decent pair of slippers XD
so yea i am hoping my friends mum still had the slippers that almost right, except they are a bit short XD
I hope it goes well yay not to long to go now <3

Well i have been offline for about 3 weeks and it was start to drive me slightly nuts -eye twitches-
thank god for my iphone and wireless net <3
oh how i love you so.

So lets see whats new?
1: Cosplay:
The Halloween sora costume is unable to finsh on time :9 I am little disappoint so i was so looking forward to it, but hey
i can wear it next year XD So i am cosplaying as Dawn (Hirkai if you are watching it Jap) from pokemon. It is a cute costume
but OMG the skirt is soooooooooooooooooo short T;T looks like i have to work out and starve myself for a couple of days XD

2:  SLR Nikon D5000
I HAS ONE YAY <3 i bought on the sunday that just passed though i havt tried it yet since the battery has finshed charging .
I wish it had laser that would be Uber

3: Snow Snow Snow:
So me and Casey went to the snow for our 4 years annvir.
It was lots of fun and I crashed 5 times wehn learning how to ski <3 It was a really fun. I liked building our snow man face (not enough hard snow to build a body) named froke. we poured coke into his mouth and eye holes XD

Ummmm nothing else thats standing out in my head. I havnt' got my heliot head yet :9 i want ti now XD
OH i do have new Midicons (midori emotions) for my lj =p

For those that havn't seen Sakura arrived safely home
I love her very much and sort of glad i didn't end up getting two ( would of had twins)
she has a pouty face which i adore and can't wait to get it faced up XD
(Thanks Andeja X3)

Here have a thread link <3
http://www.denofangels.com/forums/showthread.php?t=307348